Recently at school, a classmate I don't remember very well kept looking my way for two days in a row, never before, and then glanced at me several times in the past two days.
I was quite uncomfortable because I tend to overthink things myself, and I was afraid that the guy wasn't interested in me.
But I really resent that guy.
There was a time when he sat in front of me and I used to talk to him at first, but then I slowly realized that this guy was a bad judge of character, a bit of a socialite, and disgusting.
So then I was clearly showing nastiness.
I've barely spoken to him this semester and he doesn't sit near me anymore.
But I'm especially afraid that he'll like me, and I don't want to be missed by someone like that.
I know I'm probably overthinking it, but I can't help but think he likes me and immediately deny myself again.
Just the thought of liking this thing makes me hard.
That said, it might be a bit of a rant.
Hello, Mr. Owner. I'm Kohoku, the whale social worker.
First of all, I'll give you a warm hug and can totally understand how you feel. From your description, you must be in your adolescence right now, and it's really common to have these kind of emotional swings. I would like to share a similar experience I had when I was an adolescent.
In fact, during puberty, it is normal to encounter this kind of thing. Back then, there was a similar boy in our class, who did not do his job all day, did not study well, but loved to mix with society. Obviously, I hate it in my heart, but somehow I would be attracted to it. But honestly, it doesn't help because you're not even on the same page. That kind of boy may like to tease the girl to play, or do something to attract attention, but this does not mean that he really like you, maybe just casually look, instead of our own think too much.
So at this stage, although it is inevitable to be emotionally entangled, we still have to focus on our studies. If you encounter such people, just ignore them.
Good luck with everything~ (whale social worker 🐳)